MAYBE it's NOT the cause of my pain?

ah.. so me NOT having the baclofen pump anymore MAY NOT be all of the problem of why my left arm hurts me. i say that because i just read online: "If baclofen pills haven’t helped your spasticity, you can try a pump system. It tends to work better for spasticity in the legs rather than the arms." per webMD. so it just may be my arthritis and osteoporosis wearing down on my arm.. which seems like a logical cause. i don't remember the doctors ever asking me about my arms when i used to have a baclofen pump either. my legs haven't been hurting or giving me problems since i've gotten my baclofen pump out either. my legs are actually pretty strong from ALL the hours i stood on a standing frame when i used to have one. it'd be pointless to put me back on a standing frame but it's pointless to even be in this state! so amanda is probably planning how she'll "help" me by getting me a standing frame even though i owned one when i was living in minneapolis AND burnsville. BUT NOBODY LISTENS TO STACY ANYWAY! SHE'S CRAZY! RIGHT, AMANDA?! LET'S TAKE ADVANTAGE OF IT!!
in other news, i'm pretty sure i figured out why the ics hasn't passed out calendars yet for this month at all. so they can come on their own time. i asked ics yesterday the next time i had my ics session and they told me "tomorrow at 1:30" so that means today at 1:30.. of course, NO ONE is here from ics to meet with me and they didn't come at 1:30. i know that my session was planned for 1:30 because i told fredrick right after they got off the phone with me yesterday- in case i forgot. so it's not my confusion/mistake. they work on their own time and they usually never answer the phone anyway- which they never did when i called about 5 min. ago to see where they were. i get the feeling they put the other clients at a more important priority than me- i'm not sure if it's because they think i have money or resources or wtf. my family just pays attention to me when it's CONVENIENT or BENEFICIAL to them. i'm unemployed and on social security.. i don't exactly have much money. so they really need to stop assuming shit and consider ACTUALLY doing their fuckin jobs JUST AS WELL as they do it for ANY other client of the program.